Sunday, October 5, 2025

      One of the themes in EAST OF EDEN is about the stories people create and struggle to live with. How to face life as it really is. We are story creating creatures and have to learn to change the story to fit life as it is. I have several stories going in my mind. I as struggling to see life as it really is.  And I am unaware of the stories that limit me.

     We are sitting outside on the deck in the early evening and suddenly see the crows flying high overhead.  Clusters of these black birds all heading in the same direction.  This happens every night, but I seldom notice.

     We watch another episode of WEDNESDAY.  I am slightly embarrassed to say I like the series. I think of myself having higher standards then high school drama mixed with magic. Good to be surprised.

     Each day I make plans to leave the house but then I ignore the plans. My car calls to me, drive me now. To keep a car running I need to drive it. So what is it I need to do to move to my next step in healing. Maybe it is just admitting where I am stuck.