Tuesday, July 29, 2025

     Late in the evening before bedtime I wonder what this is all about, this being chronic illness.  I am discouraged and tired. The end of a long day of slow movements and rest. I miss the activities of earlier years. It is hard not to drift into memories and miss being alive right now. 

     I wake up in the cool fog of the morning.  Slowly, I start my day with getting dressed and going to the kitchen to fix breakfast. Lots of bird busyness in the bottle bush trees.

     Several visitors during the day, each checking on me. I do not know how I am doing but we talk and tell each other stories of our lives today. I can’t remember ever being so tired.

     I am watching two great new show, A documentary on BILLY JOEL on HBO and CODE OF SILENCE, a thriller on Britbox.