Thursday, March 20, 2025

     I want to blame every uncomfortable aspect of my life on the monthly targeted chemo. Sleep disruption, tiredness, itchiness, sore knees, boredom, painful bladder. I neglect giving credit to the chemo for keeping me still alive. Alive enough to work on my income taxes today. Alive enough to still drive, take walks, read books, laugh, and do the chores for daily living.

    Last night I watch an episode of RECIPES FOR LOVE AND MURDER on Acorn, another delightful series.  Thanks for the recommendation.

     I continue to read THE SPINOZA PROBLEM and now realize I have read it before.  It is all so familiar.  The question is, will I continue or start another book.  Spinoza is my hero in the world of philosophy.

     My house needs to be painted inside and outside. It is expensive and I am not confident enough of our new political reality to spend my savings for that job. I tell myself, a rundown looking house is less likely to robbed particularly with a 16 year old Honda Element parked in front. Yes, I watch the news and read the paper, and feel very threatened today.