Tuesday, October 22, 2024

     Well, what a surprise, the meeting with Dr H. goes well.  I finally ask the right questions and understand what we are doing. I have completed 12 Chemo treatments and now is the time to stop and heal for several months.  In January I will have a cystoscopy to see if the cancer is back. If so, I will have surgery and more chemo. If not then I move to surveillance mode. Yes this makes sense, I can do this.

     Once again, I see how much I need a plan I can work with. Sometimes I feel like I am in the middle of the ocean and I don’t know which way to go.  I am back on solid land again.

     This foggy morning, I hear the garbage trucks move down the street emptying each bin. Garbage day again.

     I watch the last episodes of the British show, THE DIPLOMAT on Prime. I liked it a lot. Didn’t read much yesterday.  Today will be a good reading day.  Lots of books piled up to return to the library. Lots of bought books on the dinning room table.