Monday, April 22, 2019

I was supposed to drive up to my cousin’s home in the Bay area for an Easter Lunch but we didn’t go. Lots of reasons.  Still sad about missing the lunch.  I could have driven by myself to Los Altos. I know how to drive. I hesitated going by myself.  I have difficulty walking. This is not the first time I have been alone on a holiday and probably not the last.  I need to make back up plans.

An ant crawled across my computer screen. I instinctively smashed it before I could ask where it came from and did it have other family members living nearby.

THE COLLECTED SCHIZOPHRENIAS, essays by Esme Weijun Wang.  Matches my agitated mood today.