Wednesday, August 9, 2023

Yes, of course, I am anxious about Thursday procedure. I am trying to be calm. I am used to cameras being put into my bladder these last two years. The urologist will be recommending Plan A (surgery) or Plan B (immunotherapy), two plans I do not like. Surely there is more to this. Isn’t there a Plan C and a Plan D.

We talk about falling in hushed voices. We talk about how we are careful, knowing if we fall, we can’t get back up. Falling is the bugaboo in our lives. Falling can be the next step towards life’s end.

I finish reading MY FATHER’S BRAIN and found it rewarding and well written.  Started watching ANNIKA, a Masterpiece theater production through Prime.  I do like it.

I stack the plastic bags of garbage by the front door. Kitchen garbage and bathroom garbage. I count on my kind observant family members to notice these bags and take them to the bins.  So far, I have not been disappointed.