Sunday, June 11, 2023

I sit in the living room listening to the sounds of the handyman struggling with installing the new toilet. I feel panic, maybe I am doing the wrong thing. Maybe I misunderstood the plumbing problem. There is no solution to this panic except to wait it out. And maybe it is really about the illness in my life. The new toilet now is working.

I spend most days indoors, in my home, wearing long underwear. What it would be like to live in a warm environment, like Arizona or New Mexico. Maybe the sun will appear in the afternoon and I can sit outside and warm up my clothes and my body.

My good natured daughter and I watch part of the HBO show OTTER DYNASTY, dreadful, strange, and funny.  The dreadfulness wins and we turn it off. Then we watch the Australian dog show on Netflix, MUSTER DOGS. somewhat better. Hope we come to our senses today.

Today I have to remove boxes and bags and trash from the house. Garbage day comes even if the sun remains hidden behind the clouds.