Friday, March 24, 2023

High in the air two hawks glide is slow circles. Thick fluffy clouds drift through the blue sky. I sit on the front stairs warming in the sun listening to the chatter of birds. A transition day of rain and sun.

I watch two really good tv shows, MARCEL on Showtime.  I don’t know how to describe it except to say really good. “Poignant, profound, and utterly heartwarming, Marcel the Shell with Shoes On is animated entertainment with real heart” rotten tomatoes review.   The other is the first episode of DEAR EDWARD, on Apple plus.

I feel well but have low energy. I either have cancer or the cancer has been banished. I will find out at the end of April. No matter how still I am I cannot detect whether I have cancer. I am quite aware of the impacts of cancer treatment. Cancer is so abstract to me.

I started reading Bill Bryson’s book THE BODY, a Guide for Occupants, an on going quest for understanding my life. I am beginning to see how little is really known about the body. So much is theory and story making.