All week I have been looking forward to going to my friend's new house for their house warming party. They build a three story home near Carmel Beach. The house glittered with candles, chandeliers , lit fireplaces, clean windows, designer paint colors, antiques, music.

I went in and became embarrassingly shy. It all looked so festive from outside.

I ate snacks, drank wine, listened to conversations about antiques, opera, silver plate vs silver.

After awhile I left and stood outside looking back into this wonderful house. I'm glad that I came and I am glad that I left.

I remember that I like to be with friends in small groups. So next time I will suggest we go out for lunch where we can talk together.

I hope I remember.