Tuesday, June 30, 2026

     My personal librarian brings a stack of books to the house in the late afternoon. The books continue to pile up in the living room. Since I mostly stay home my experiences of community life is from books and TV.  So sad. I miss being out and about.

    I am only restless when I think I should be having a different life. Actually I love my life here at home.  I am never bored. But sometimes memories come up of a former life and I become restless. Well, my body isn’t restless, just my imaginative mind that creates images and thoughts. My consciousness, what ever that is. Hard to understand how my brain actually works. I fall into wondering who am I and what is my purpose in life. The dreaded rabbit hole.

     I am just about finished reading John Sandford’s new novel, REVERSE PREY.  I am pretty tired of the story and am considering just reading the last page and putting the book in the return pile. Garbage day.  My roommate pulls the bins to the street for Tuesday morning pick up.

     In the early evening, we watch two episodes of SUGAR.  Since the living room is still light the dark scenes in the show are hard to see. And the series is getting crazier and stranger. A friend comes by and we watch some of my favorite movie, SHEEP DETECTIVES.