Tuesday, May 13, 2025

      I can’t always tell the difference between bored and tired. Should I take a nap or go to the park for a walk. Who is the real me.  Surely life should be more exciting now. Sitting outside looking at the tall pine trees hovering near my home, watching squirrels race across the long limbs. Life becomes a bit clearer. So much of my life happens when I am sitting down.

     I continue to search for the other local people born on June 20, 1940.  Maybe they don’t read Facebook. This search is mostly done through conversations with friends.  What would it be like to actually succeed. Are these twenty people still alive. Maybe it is time to find another project. I am losing interest in this project.

     Started reading Amy Tintera’s novel, LISTEN FOR THE LIE, a compelling mystery story. A novel plot and fast moving.

     Still waiting for the latest pathology report. The cytology test was two weeks ago. I pretend I don’t care but the anxiety breaks through periodically. Today I will send another inquiry through My Chart.