Friday, May 10, 2024    

     I am surprised I still feel dispirited even with good news of no tumors found. I expected to be very excited by the news. But I still have to live in this damaged body from all the treatments. And I am very tired. I am told that the cancer may be gone today but it could return. I will continue with chemo therapy for an unknown amount of time. In the last three years I have had 5 surgeries, 3 hospitalizations including a 4 day stay in intensive care, 10 immunotherapy treatments, 6 chemo treatments and many cystoscopies in the urology office.  I am so tired.

     I wake up to the sounds of the construction workers across the street.  Slept 11 hours. I am moving slowly, yep the sun is shinning and there is a life to live. Haven’t planned out my day yet. Scheduled for Chemo treatment on Monday.

     Watch a NORTHERN EXPOSURE episode after dinner. Some humor before bedtime.

     Start a new mystery story, SECRETS TYPED IN BLOOD by Stephen Spotswood.  Based on two women private detectives in New York after WW11. I am still smiling.