Friday, January 3, 2025

     I try to coordinated my cell phone with a blue tooth speaker to add music to the room. I keep pushing the wrong buttons, the noise is too loud. I want to cry. Everyone is trying to help me. I leave the room to regain my composure. I use to be so smart. Now I stumble and mumble.

     A friend warns me to not talk about my chicken support comfort toy. Folks will start giving me chicken stuff until my home is overwhelmed with fake chickens. A new worry.

     We watch McCABE AND MRS MILLER in the evening, recommended by the college student. The other college student sits at the table wearing head phones working on a jigsaw puzzle. A challenging movie reporting the evils of capitalism.

     I am putting together questions to ask my doctors in the upcoming appointments. The biggest question is who should I contact when I am sick. I want to understand the boundaries of their expertise and interests. I need a map of the medical systems. And is there a way to bypass the ER in getting care.