Monday, May 15, 2023

I ask for cans of Narcan spray.  I mistakenly thought I was being funny and clever. I want to be prepared now that I am going out in the world.  The epidemic is officially over, my hesitation in leaving my home is not. I want to be ready to save a life.

Family members bring a variety of food to my house for lunch.  The tall man gives me two lap meal trays.  We sit around and eat and talk.  So much kindness in the room. The refrigerator is overflowing with food.

I had been given fentanyl during each of my four surgeries in the last two years.  And I have no memory of it’s effects. Fentanyl is listed as one of the drugs used. A valuable drug for me and a disaster on the street.

I am back to reading THE CLOISTERS by Katy Hayes.  It is getting more interesting or maybe I am more open to reading this book.