Tuesday, April 11, 2023

According to the obituaries I read, cancer is the frequent cause of death. I am comforted being a member of this tribe. I am not dead yet but I do have the signs of a cancer death in the future. Today the sun is out and I feel good.  I am working on living the life I have, rather than the one I imagined I deserved.

I started reading Jeff Guinn’s new book WACO, David Koresh, the Branch Davidians and a Legacy of Rage. It must be well written because I find it so compelling. Reading about the deep desire to believe is something dangerous is compelling.

Finally, a TV series about patients, with the doctors being the props.  DIAGNOSIS on Netflix, is doing a good job allowing patients to be the center of the story.

As the day darkens, I feel the sadness of being old and alone. I have learned that these feelings come and go. Turning on the lights, watching an interesting TV series brings me back home.