Sunday, December 11, 2022

“They are trying to kill me” I tell my friends. When they look worried, I say, it’s a joke. I am fine.  But I can’t stop saying “they are trying to kill me”.  Only when I am lying quietly on the couch I realize, no one is trying to kill me, I am afraid of the dying process. I check out my body parts and I feel strong. I am not dying, just afraid.

Watched a netflix film LUNANA, YAK IN THE CLASSROOM.  Made in Bhutan with English subtitles. Slow, thoughtful, beautiful scenery, no violence or murders. During the storm, my electricity did not go out and I watched the whole film.

I started taking three days of antibiotics in preparation for Wednesday’s surgery.

The other good news is that I only have 200 more pages to read in the gigantic book.