It was just the next thing to do today. A clinic appointment for bone density and mammogram.
I asked the technicians questions about the amount of radiation exposure. I am nervous about reaching that tipping point in radiation exposure.
My eyes filled with tears and I fought to hide them in this conversation. I tried to describe my radiation treatment 6 years ago in neutral tones, to match their voice. I knew I was sounding like a cry baby.
Maybe there is no way one can be neutral about a past painful experience.
I had the tests, maybe for the last time.
sigh
Thursday, December 6, 2007
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