Tuesday, May 20, 2025
The face to face meeting with the oncologist goes well. We review options and develop possible plans for treatment. Now on to meet with the urologist on Friday. I am hopeful for a final plan. I will sleep well tonight. Most likely I will agree on minor surgery in the next couple of weeks.
I learn something that I thought I already knew. My voice counts. It is all about confidence and courage to speak up. I am not just receiving a plan from the experts. I can protect myself. I can be flexible and learn from this experience.
I start reading HEAD FIRST, How the Mind Heals the Body, by Alastair Santhouse, a British psychiatrist. So much of what he writes about in the British medical system feels true to my experience here in Monterey. It helps me make sense of the British TV series THIS IS GOING TO HURT.
The visiting poet is busy with her parents. The tall man brings me some leftover salmon diner. He is a great cook. Lots of birds in the bottle bush tree this foggy morning. I continue to do my PT exercises each day.