Thursday, June 18, 2026

    It’s taken a year for me to stop being angry about having sepsis after my sixth surgery last summer. Plus, why was the surgeon not concerned about pain control in the pre operation room. As if I am a chronic complainer. I get intense bladder spasms pain from a blocked catheter. And then I was annoyed with the Urology Physician Assistant’s refusal to let me talk about my sepsis and pain experiences.

    Last night I look at the Probiotic pills recommended by this PA last summer. And the anger is gone. I take my first pill this morning, Life is such a mystery.

     My personal librarian arrives in the late afternoon with a bag of library books. She stays for awhile as we talk about our lives. The most serious issue is understanding tiredness. The more we talk, the more energetic we become.

     I love watching CLARKSON’S FARM in the evening. The show isn’t for everyone but for me it just hits the right spot of humor and beauty. We also watch Monday night’s THE DAILY SHOW WITH JON STEWART. More laughter and feeling good. The political news about our unhinged leader is both alarming and not funny