Monday, January 16, 2023

I understand the rain is good. We need the water. The land is green, and trees and bushes are beginning to bloom.  But still the unrelenting rain feels dispiriting. My body is craving more sun light and warmth.

I have been watching the movie THE BANSHEES OF INISHERN. I can only watch a little bit at a time.  It is so dark. I turn it off for the day and watch again in a couple of days. My go to series continues to be NEW AMSTERDAM.

I send an email to a friend I haven’t seen in years.  Come visit me I say.  I am waiting for a response. I am in that spot where I feel well before the fatigue of the next round of treatments begins.

If I can sit still, I feel my breath move slowly through my body and once again all is well today. I am not sure of tomorrow but today is good.